Asking for forgiveness and prayer

I must post for myself to ask everyone at onenationonepower.com for fogiveness for not keepping in contact. This walk has not been easy physically for me and I'm not sure unless things change if the Father will not just take me home. I wanted so mcuh to help but I cn't see it happening with me and my injury and pain. My condition is quite severe. I am in constant pain everyday but I still get my lessons done. with aid from my husband who writes a lot for me on the lessons. I LOVE YOU ALL, though some may feel that I should have kept in constant contact. I wanted so much to be there with you but it doesn't look like I can be. I ask for prayers for my husband and me for our journey. MLMR